My crazy, complicated life...

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2006/10/23

Monday - so soon?

@ 08:13 AM (22 months, 7 days ago)

Well I was off sick on Friday and didn’t have access to the web all weekend!  Feeling a bit pants again about a whole heap of stuff.  Some of it minor, some of it a bit more than minor – just lots of crap I guess.

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2006/10/18

Normal....

@ 10:12 AM (22 months, 11 days ago)

I didn’t post yesterday – I could make some feeble excuse like the computer was broken or the network was down – but what’s the point of lying on a blog?  Pretty much defeats the object!

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2006/10/16

I hate Mondays...

@ 10:32 AM (22 months, 13 days ago)

So today is probably twice as bad as Friday – scrap that I feel twice as bad as I did on Friday.  It feels so self indulgent to write all of this “woe-is-me” stuff, but I really have nobody else to turn to…  I have friends but I feel that I can only share so much of how bad it feels inside.

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2006/10/13

Friday the 13th pretty much sums it up...

@ 06:34 AM (22 months, 17 days ago)

This morning I'm feeling strange - a little detached from everything, better than crying and feeling like hell you'd think - but sometimes this numbness really gets to me...  Last time I felt like this I reached for the vodka just to feel something...  Not something I can do at 08:45 at work really...

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2006/10/12

This is just the beginning....

@ 02:09 PM (22 months, 17 days ago)

So what to say about me?  Don’t want to blurt it all out in my first entry…  that’d be like showing appendix scars on a first date – very distasteful!

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